the show goes on...

...all night till the morning we dream so long

The night of January 7th changed my life forever - enough to remind me of why have I not throw in the towel yet. There are people who are going to take you for granted, but I will never start slacking for that reason. I will keep giving you what you want but when I am gone...

Partir, c'est mourir un peu.

(To leave is to die a little)

something blue, something nude

american apparel sweater, rachel roy shorts, wilfred belt, house of harlow necklace 

this sweater is a Christmas gift from my sister. i want to wear it with every pair of shorts that i own. yes, shorts in winter time, because it gives me the feeling that i am on a warm winter vacation.

the loudest one in the room is the weakest one in the room #justsayin

The Best or Nothing

H&M dress, TNA sweat shirt, Tom Ford sunglasses, Chanel bag, Rebecca Minkoff bracelet

i like to think that i live in southern california or palm springs, florida by wearing a sheer dress to work. only to realize that it is beyond freezing and beyond my dreams to even think summer is here. 

2010 was a lonely year because i had so much shit to deal with that no one can understand. isolating was actually healthy for me. but i reaaaallly hate settling for less, so here is to another year of nothing but the best!  

Can I, can I save you from you?

wilfred overalls, tna plaid shirt, rosegold shoes 

 it is good to dream because it keeps me sane. i know i talk a lot about my work but i need to mark this down: today is my first saturday off since 2008(!) i am going to be spending the whole day listening to korean and japanese music. happy holidays.

we've learned how to make a living, but not a life

wilfred top, tna pants, hermes belt, mac morange lipstick 

George Carlin says, "These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill."

but one thing i never lose is my grind

long time , no talk

what the hell have you been up to?

 holt renfrew faux fur scarf, wilfred blazer and tank

real time, i have been working 31 days straight in a row and continuing on this journey. my last exam is on the 15th. it is seriously not that tiring because no matter how hard you work, there is someone out there working twice as hard as you! however, sleep is a luxury for me.