all that was, will always have been,

somehow never again.
wilfred dress, slip, & scarf; bcbg belt, sam edelman shoes, hat from winners, chanel bag

& somewhere along the line, i forgot who i am. the present of losing now does not concern me, it is the moment of holding on and letting go to find true meaning of who the fuck am i. the finish line is for those who have known defeat.


晴天 . clear sky

marc by marc jacobs blazer, wilfred top & belt, mink pink shorts, louis vuitton bag, jeffrey campbell shoes, rayban wayfarer

losing almost everything is one thing, but losing personal motivation is on another level. always trying to find reasons to why everything is happening, instead of just letting things happen. giving people a chance to walk into your life, but most will walk out anyway(this could be a good thing).

& when i recover, it is going to be a 晴天


try forever

wilfred blazer & tank top, f21 shorts, t.babaton toque, louis vuitton loafers, hermes belt, rayban wayfarer

this month, don't compare yourself to others. shit, try forever. you can hear it but you don't have to listen. what we have is better than nothing at all, but i always strive for the best or nothing. this cycle will never end.  



wilfred long dress, t.babaton tank & toque, f21 shorts, louis vuitton loafers, rayban wayfarer

"Love is the ultimate outlaw. It just won't adhere to any rules. The most any of us can do is to sign on as its accomplice. Instead of vowing to honor and obey, maybe we should swear to aid and abet. That would mean that security is out of the question. The words "make" and "stay" become inappropriate. My love for you has no strings attached. I love you for free."  - Tom Robbins

But do we know how to make love stay?